從Starbucks 踱出來, 啊, 下雪了.  我忍不住地"呵"了一口氣, 一團白煙不需要兩秒便散於雪天之中... 伸出那緊握咖啡杯的手,看著那些慢慢融掉的雪,那種微乎其微的冷感. 我竟然沒腦子的淡然一笑...

 

近一年了, 妳的美, 我一點也沒忘掉.  久違了, 第一天的雪.

Another century that I have not written on this place hahaha... Well, had been trying to find myslef a host and make my own blog =P

Yea yea i know i know, there ar eblogs everywhere, with all sort of functions too rite? But i just wanna write my own, cause... id unno, am a nerd maybe? XD

 

Day off today cuz of an appointment, it feels so gooooooooooooooood. Except that i don't get paid lol, but who cares!!!!!!! it has been too stressful lately, it's good to free off my mind

 

Anyway! Jay has a new album, called "I am busy" lol, it caught my attention instantly by that name.  "That's so me", i thought.  Here is one good song, just the lyric though:

 

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鑰匙掛腰帶 皮夾插後面口袋 黑框的眼鏡有幾千度來海邊穿西裝褲
他不在乎 我卻想哭 有點無助 他的樣子像剛出土的文物

他烤肉竟然會 自帶水壺 寫信時用漿糊 走起路一不注意就撞樹
我不想輸 就算辛苦 我也要等 我也不能讓你再走尋常路

＃我決定插手你的人生 當你的時尚顧問 別說你不能

＊讓我們乘著陽光 海上衝浪 吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛 流一點汗 你成了型男
讓我們乘著陽光 看著遠方 別當路人甲
讓美女缺氧 靠在你肩膀 我微笑在你旁邊撐傘

喔對了對女生 用心疼 約會要等 講笑話不能悶 別太冷 像我一樣就剛好
對愛的人 接吻要深 擁抱要真 來電顯示給個甜蜜的暱稱

穿著要個性 這只是剛剛入門 接下來你還要會彈琴會寫歌會雙截棍
頭腦清楚 不能迷糊 我要將你徹底改造基因重組大變身

＃我決定插手你的人生 當你的時尚顧問 別說你不能

＊讓我們乘著陽光 海上衝浪 吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛 流一點汗 你成了型男
讓我們乘著陽光 看著遠方 別當路人甲
讓美女缺氧 靠在你肩膀 我微笑在你旁邊撐傘
＊讓我們乘著陽光 海上衝浪 吸引她目光
不要怕露出胸膛 流一點汗 你成了型男
讓我們乘著陽光 看著遠方 別當路人甲
讓美女缺氧 靠在你肩膀 我微笑在你旁邊撐傘

For the past weeks.... i swear there is something wrong with me...

i don't feel like doing anything at all, i mean "everything".  I have no idea why...

It's like i am always feeling tired, exhausted, energyless....

maybe i need something to look foward to... but what is there to look forward to?

 

every mon-fri, it's wake up early, work, exhausted, fight to get on bus/subway., got home late, dinner, shower, sleep..

sat and sun became tired, just wanted to stay home and sleep... and mon-fri again...

 

this is life eh? or maybe it's the tiredness that's being stacked over for all these work days...

i guess i have to start sleeping early to get my 9 hrs sleep per day...

 

i can't believe i dun even feel like playing baddie and going to frds' stuff.... wtf is wrong with me.

 

WUwahaHAHAa! 3 days of AN was fun and tiring~ Again, there were these very "interesting" sights that cracked me up hahaa.  Anyway, i took a few pictures of the characters i liked and posted it in the photo album part. 

 

The char i played this year is Kaien Shiba from Bleach.  I found not many people remember who he is... so sad... Only like.... 3 people actually called out my character names T^T.  O well... he died too early in the anime and everyone only remembers stupid Itchigo.

 

Anyway, had been really exhausted for the past 3 days... i am gonna head to bed soon, tired....

I was so productive today wow....

finally got fed up by my laptop cdrom and i went to call the IBM customer service, they'r gonna send me a new rom since it's under warrantee..so nice.

 

then, talked to the company tht i used to work for, making posters, they said they would need me to make some more, (hopfully it's for real), i left my # and contact, hopfully they will give me a quick email and i will start working for them like i used to.  Good start XD

 

and........ WUWAHHAAA i bought this model from pacific today, apparently the sales stick the wrong price tag on it and it became 60% off lol, he said he will just sell it to me since i saw it XDD

 

and....... wong's page is about to be done, i would say 40% finished, just a few more testing and functions needed to be add on. 

 

i am feeling sooo productive today.....

 

there is one more thing on my mind though, about taking summer math courses...i still dunno what my heart wants.....

DAMN YOU COMP SCI AND MATH!!!!!

TOOOO BAD I am not the type who gives up easily!!! I Will SOOOOOOOO KICK your ASs in one week, WATCHHH ME!!!!!!!!! (@&(*!&#@*&

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Lately, been so busy with d08 and the math courses, didn't even have time to get back to my voice acting life... and I don't even have time to do any more graphic designs; server has also been dead for a long time and i didn't even bother to repair it ... wht has gotten into me? Laziness? meh... Somtimes i just wished that i can be like some others, carefree about school, wouldn't care so much for marks and stuff, then i can simply ignore the deadlines and say "screw it~ whatever" That would be a cool thing to do, i supposed.  The weathers aren't helping either, it has been cloudy like it is in my poor soul....

 

Now... i was supposed to be researching on the internet about this darn graph theory question.........why was i here?... =.="

 

 

 

P.S. Kinda like this new msn onion head that had been around for a while, http://blog.roodo.com/onion_club/.  I remember I used to design my own emot, but then tossed it away, the onion head has just motivated me to recover all my lost emots hehehe... but again =_= i dun have time now.

the weather is acting gay....... and my room is so damn dry.........

nosebleeded agian...... (@*&^!*&^#@#

 

Finally checked my final 2007 winter exam schedule....

 

Well....... First day of exam period is 14th, last day is May 1st....

 

My exams are on 17, 18, 19, 20......... I dunno ......... i guess it is good, on a bright side, school is done on Apr 21st; on the other hand, once after reading week, it's the doom of me.  Sigh.

 

So, today is Mar 15th, i have T-32 days exactly to study starting now, subtracting 2 weeks of assignments time.  I have only 17 days to study... and subtract 4 days of works, that is 13..... Then...... divide that by 4, i get only 3 days each!!!! I DUN HAVE ENUF TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

(&@*!^#*!&@^#

 

oh crap.. i forgot to subtract the DotA time too.......... *faints*

Wuwahaha

thanks Carl, Sherry, Lulu, anna, Masako, Ophie +Jason for the cards + gifts!  I am gonna make good use of it, i am deciding rather i should get a DS with my sis now or to get a guiter <3

i actually wanna get a guiter,  but then i will have to wait for Chu to get it too, so we can learn together WUWHAHAHAHAAA

hopfully we aren't gonna deafen anyone.  We went to Bestbuy and STC today to chck for prices for the guiter haha , yes we are seirous about it.  T^T but then we can't find a store that has it~ i think i am gonna have to check some musical places instead ... gonna ask around and see where is the cheapest.

 

Anyway, after that, somehow i felt so so so so so tired and fell asleep while chu was talking to me in the car ... man. i really ned to get more rest.

 

Then, ski trip refund is back, and i couldn't find the receipt until like now, omg! it freaked me out!! So then yeah, i will have to go talk to cass about it and get our $$ back.  Oh then maybe i will have $$ for my DS or guiter... hehe or both~~~ >3

 

dinner! Jya!

Another exhausting week, finally got the project in and now my body feels like it is going to fall apart anytime. 

 

And i finally roll the Pieces thinge after like 4 trials~~ Go me go.  And now chu and i dun have to go to pacific anymore ~~~ One less thing to do...

 

I still haven't managed to go ski twice, not even 3 days 2 night, and spring is already here..... or soon it will be.   More soccer time and badminton and tennis~~

 

oh oh oh, JOYCE IS BACK!! after frigging 7 days, i finally got a hold of her, my gosh.  7 days ever since she came back!!! 7 DAYS!! that lazy bump...  well, my sport+starbucks+chapters+everything partner is back!! WUWAHAHAHAAAA~~~

 

And................what else happened this week... *refreshing memory*... ha, i dun remember... =_=|||

oh well~~ XD

Alright. 

 

Networking course, this new prof, had done something that I haven't seen in my entire Uni life.

 

He changed the mark scheme.....

 

20% Assignment

80% Final

 

No midterms.

 

What the hell is this?? HOnestly.  Does UT allow this ?? It's totally no fair, it's like u are doomed in one shot, even psychology have a 50/50 split midterm and final! Highest i hae ever seen was 60% final in life sci... i think we should form a Anti-<Networking_prof_name>-Union and kick him out of the uni man, first he can't teach, second he is doing this crap.

 

If i can't get pass this course, i swear i will kill him in all the online games he plays.  This is so bs..

FInalllly, had waited forever for this! no more naruto fillers!!!! IT"S SOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOD... they had an awesome intro, by re-introducing sasuke.  And even that ink-drawing dude, which i have forgotten his name, haven't read manga for so long.  Sakura looks so hot X3, but i am actaully looking forward to see their Hinata~~~ Had always been one of the chars that i like~~

 

Bleach too, no more fillers!! Everything is back on track, so niceee!

 

Anyway, so it's finally chinese new year, 所謂一年之計在於春.... but i still dun have much plans yet, seems so lost.  I have applied to graduation, and have to go take grad pic in a few hrs.  I guess my first plan of the yr is to find a decent job, then i will worry about the rest later. 

 

 

HAPPY BDAY KelLLY LI!

 

i went to STC with la today, and we went to the pet store.. and then we saw A CRICKET on the ground!!!!!!!!!!

well u know the snake area, they feed them with crickets right i think? Then one escaped.. and was on the ground...

 

IT JUMPED ONTO ME, and got into my pants!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Have u ever tried to wave ur legs and stomping on the ground stupidly before u realized it? I experienced it lol...sigh~~

 

Oh well, i dunno when it got out, but it did cuz i just took a shower and dun see it in my pants anymore lol~

Either it died in the cold when i was walking to my car, or i was walking in the mall and it hopped back out.  I wonder what people will think if they saw that happen lol~~~

 

and i wonder what the cricket will do... perhaps it will be a good inspiration for another nemo-liked movie~ ahaha

表姐寄我的, 很值得讀.  大家不妨讀讀.

 

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作 者：劉 墉

 
說件 「鮮事」給您聽──

有個丈夫跟太太親熱，撫摸著太太，很有情趣地讚美：
「妳的皮膚摸起來真細，絕不像四十歲的女人。」
太太笑： 「是啊！最近摸過的人都這麼說。」



『啪！』 一記耳光。
丈夫吼道： 「妳最近讓多少人摸過？妳老實招來！」
太太摀著臉，哭著喊：
「大家是這麼說啊！每個護膚中心的小姐都這麼說。」

這是真事，但是怎麼看都像笑話對不對？
問題是，當你細心觀察就會發現，我們周遭充滿這樣的笑話。
 
只因為一句話沒說對，就把喜劇變成了悲劇，
把眼看就要辦成的好事變成了壞事。
 
「話」人人會說，只是不見得人人會說話；
有話好說，只是不見得人人說好話。

不說好話的道理很簡單──因為他沒有多想一想。

舉個例子：
最近我有個朋友，在他新居的後院搭了間工具房。
那工具房是買現成的材料，再自己拼裝的，
專門用來放剪草機、鏟子、鋤頭這些整理花園的工具。

可是我這朋友興高采烈地才拼裝到一半，他的鄰居竟然隔著牆喊：
「你亂蓋房子，是違法的。」

我這朋友氣極了，跑到建管處去問，
得到的答案是蓋十呎乘十呎以內的工具屋，不違法；只有超過，才違法。

他回去量了量自己買的工具屋，是十呎乘十二呎，多了兩呎，
於是拿去退掉，換成合法的尺寸。
 
工具屋搭好了，他跑來對我說：
「我非要去糗糗我那鄰居不可，我要告訴他中國人不好欺負，
我去政府單位問過了，現在搭的絕對合法，歡迎他去告！」

「你何必這麼說呢？」我勸他： 「您何不換個方式，對他說：
『真是謝謝你，幸虧你提醒我，不然我的工具屋多了兩呎，
因為違法得拆除，就白蓋了。』
你不是照樣讓他知道你去問過政府單位，現在是合法建築了嗎？」

朋友想了想，覺得有理，照辦了。
結果不但沒有得罪鄰居，還交上了好朋友。
 
再說個故事。
有個人和他太太為了一點小事吵架，要離婚，
起因居然不但不是壞事，還是好事。

那一天，他太太買到一條上好的石斑魚，特別打電話到辦公室：
「你離開辦公室的時候，打個電話回來，我好下鍋蒸，
這石斑魚，多一分鐘少一分鐘都不成。」

那太太想得很好，丈夫出門，她蒸魚，丈夫進門，正好上桌。

偏偏她丈夫下班的時候，才打完電話，說要出門了，
就碰上個客戶突然造訪，耽誤了二十分鐘。

「糟了！」送走客戶，丈夫心想，趕緊又撥個電話回家：
「對不起，臨時有事，現在才能走。」

太太一聽，在那頭跳了起來：
「什麼？你還在辦公室？
你不知道魚涼了不好吃嗎？你知道這條石斑魚多少錢嗎？」

丈夫沒多吭氣，匆匆忙忙開車回去，一路想，一路急，加上晚了，
餓，胃都急疼了，路上還差點撞了人。
 
進門沒好氣地說一句： 「魚涼了就涼了嘛！熱熱不就得了？」
太太也沒好氣：「你是沒命吃好魚，以後給你吃涼的。」

兩個人當然「吵翻了」 ，拉開嗓子吼，把孩又都嚇哭了，
一條好好的石斑魚，放在桌上，誰都沒吃，還差點離了婚。
 
你說，他們是會說話嗎？

如果那作太太的，能像我那搭工具屋的朋友，換個角度說：
「別急！別急！魚涼了，微波爐熱一分鐘就成了，
開車小心點，我們等你。」
 
會說話與不會說話，常在那一念之間。

一念之間，他懂得忍、懂得退一步想，想想壞話怎麼好說，
狠話怎麼柔說，就可能有個喜劇的結局。

那一念之間，他毫不考慮a脫口而出，則可能是個悲劇的結尾。

雖然許多人讚美我口才好，但是我從不這麼認為，
而且覺得自己年輕的時候總是說錯話。
 
即使到今天，我每天晚上還是常把白天說的話想一想，
檢討一下，是不是有不妥當，或者「有更好的說話方法」。

正因此，在這本書裡我提出的案例，
都是最真實的，發生在大家身邊的小事。
 
而由那些小事裡，常能見到大學問；
由那些簡單的話語中，常能觸及心靈的深處。
 
       
　有些朋友雖然不常聯絡．．卻常常寄一些 E-mail 給你，一些笑話，溫馨小品，或是小遊
戲給你，這就表示他一直在關心著你的一種表達方式，他將你放在心裡．．．一種特殊的存
在情感。因此，要時時心存好意！腳走好路！身行好事，惜緣種福．．願所有收到這封信的
朋友都能平安．健康．幸福．．讓我送個幸福給你喔。你收到了嗎．．．．
 
 
 


--
你不能決定生命的長度   但你可以控制它的寬度

你不能左右天氣   但你可以改變心情

你不能改變容貌   但你可以展現笑容

你不能控制他人   但你可以掌握自己

你不能預知明天   但你可以利用今天

你不能要求結果   但你可以掌握過程

你不能樣樣順利   但你可以事事盡力

Yes, i have finished watching 'Love collage"... my photographer mode is once again heat up!!!!!!!!!! i wanna be a photographer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe i should start bringing my camera with me more.  <3

 

 

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PIcs from the hotpot last time with buds

Today around 6, i went to this other comp lab cuz our usual one is occupied by this class.  Hank and I need a place to spent time on till 7 o'clock, so we decided to go find a computer to play online games, www.teagames.com.  Quite fun, i recommand it~

 

Anyway, there is this asian guy beside me getting so upset about something, he talked so freaking loud that i bet the whole lab heard it, and worst, i was sitting beside him.  Gosh.  I was trying to concentrate playing my games, damn it, like, keep your voice down, would ya? O well, i didn't say it out, but he apparently got so pissed that there are 4-6 swearing words within a sentense, yea, he scarmbled everything in with his huge accent.  I shouldn't be laughing @ others on tht issue but he was trying to act all cool and that, but hell, it makes no sense and his accent just made it funny, anyway.   So he said he wanna kill this bastard, i don't know who he is nor i cared, and he said he doesn't give a damn about his scholar and blah blah, then his friends told him to calm down a bit, and something about his girl and money got him all pissed again.  He started kicking the chair, then slamming the table... HELL with that idiot, like i mean, if you are sickening pissed, go pissed off in the washroom, don't give me those shxt beside me, he SLAMMED THE TABLE!! He SLAMMED THE TABLE and my mouse moved and I DIED IN THE GAME!!! Facking idiot.  I was competiting with Hank, you see.  That idiot made me lost.  So, his friend tried to get him calm down but he wouldn't, lastly, he yelled "ai jus fxxking neet support, ai don't fxxking neet ths gay fxxking shxt, ai would so fxxking fxxk tht fxxking mother fxxker xxxxxxxxxx....... ai Don't need your bullshxt! I will nvr give respect to FOBs again".  At that moment, i laughed out... sorry but i did.  Well, i had to then blame it on my game because he would punch me if he found out i was laughing at him lol... I found it hilarious because this kinda stuff only happens in Highschool, i think? Yet i see it again in University, it is just sad... immature kids...

Finally gotten a chance to meet bel, la's best friend.  We lunched @ 味千, had always wanted to try that place out, the food aren't too bad, but a bit pricey compare to the others, o well.   I found that bel and i have a common topic and that topic got la mad, hahaa, kinda funny. 

 

And, thank goodness i passed 1/5 of the 'exams', 4 more to go.. according to bel, as long as the rest aren't together, it won't be hard... haha. 

 

Then la and i went to watch 'love collage', and it was played for 18mins and we had to go.  Worst of all, got yelled by dad, details, forgot, or don't wanna remember, doesn't matter.

 

Hmm.... for some reasons, i suddenly crave for 奶茶 and 'white rabbit candy'............. so random

 

 

Ahahhaa ystd @ D08 was so funny... Ck went to our class becuz she has spare, and she found it so very boring too!! Anyway, after class, hahahahaaa, someone gave her a finger of death on the wrist, and she let out a scream of pain.. the whole d08 was then trapped with a Chronosphere (Faceless void)...

 

i would be surprise if anyone could understand what i am saying up there.. lol, it's encripted w/ DotA language!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3

 

ohhhh Jan 17th!! TODAY IS JAN 17TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  hapPY Jan 17th!!!!!!!!!!!111